To this point , now i realized things myself :) at first i didnt appreciate what i have but till he end when you lost it something that u always aspect more , then only we will realize that we didn'nt appreciate the person well....
After all the drama had happened, what really matters is the love is still there, that he felt i'm significant in his life , that he love me :) , that's all matter , in the relationship , we always aspect too much from the another person. Sometimes is very bad to aspect too much...
Yesterday, the sweetest thing happened in my life, a guy that I love so much came told me that ' You're important to me, and i still love you ' :) no one knows how happy i was, and Thank God for everything , really ..... for one month God is trying to teach me a lesson and realize things by myself , and after all these while.... during those time i thought i can't hold on much longer, but God is always know your limit and how much you can hold it your limit to everything, to a point he will stop it :)
I felt i'm very lucky to have someone that still love me so much :) I'm so happy and i appreciate it allot ... Thank you Thank You Thank You:)
