Tuesday, 23 October 2012

Just wanna do what i can do...

OMG , this is the hardest feeling in my life that i would have lost someone that i love, i have always want to understand things from his point of view , so that i do not expect things from him ... which is my mistake and i should not expect more in this relationship, because my mum always have thought me this , that the guy must do everything for a girl, that is the ideal of a man that is from her perspective.

I don't really understand what he is trying to do with me, i just hope the time past and will see what happened. Day by day i will be thinking of him , miss him , and love him . I'm not sure whether he does, whenever he went out with his girlfriends i will get jealous and just addresses the feeling that i have .. It's complicated and my mood its not stable at all , no one can help me but myself. I'm trying ...and i have to be strong ... i have to be strong...

The thing i guess i have hurt him  by mistreating him, his my lover , all he does is just to love me not more. Lover just love each other. Definition of love is all the things that effect someone. My feelings it;s so sad right now that i can't describe. He said he still love me , i will just wait , whatever it is i will take it strongly... God just let me be strong in accepting all the truth and letting me know what is the right thing..

Now i just focus on the new chapter that i want to build like how i use to do :) and let time decide for us if we pass this stage , things will be better i know :)


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  2. thxn for the info :) but i just live my life naturally , and if the love is strong between us , i believe we will be together , if not maybe is not the one... :) thxn you so much , congratz everything goes well for you :) best wishes u too...tc:) thanks for reading my blog:) appreciate allot..

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