hye people , is just me , today feeling very down .... whenever people just don't trust you anymore is the worst feeling ever.... to many things gonna changed after this , my life have change after i left the glamour moments ,,,yup people said is my choices ...but yeah ...i just miss being famous , being likable... but sometime we have to face the consequencesses . all my friends slowly slowly going away becoz i don't have the fame in me ...where i found my true friends.....only my love one that i have .... and i can depend on them ...they have thier own stress and unhappy time that they will just tell me and share with me ... but ...deep in i'm just sad .... silent moments thinking what i'm doing now? why things became this way ... but as human we are thought to think positive ....where we have to be grateful with wat we have in life .... it's not easy , easily said but when it comes it will be the worst feeling ever...

the moments on stage i can just describe , listening to the applause that people give you , admiring you and your music.... knowing that you have the talent in you no one ever take it away from you ...the bright spotlight pointing and shine on you , the heat of the light make it hotter and more energy to performed...
Tot came in ...small small voices around saying ' your the DIVA , the stage is your's, take it ' ...the smoke machine automatic eject the smoke , follow the flow of the song you sing .... on stage when the audience see it ' Your the DIVA , Your the SUPERSTAR ' ...
As for me just all the thoughts just came in , but one thing i always remind myself whenever i performed is ' always perform sincerely as if is the last performance that you will perform.'. I just miss all the moments....
just the new chapter of my story starting......