Finally i started a new one

For so long i have been living under people's life , and i'm tired about it ... this blog is for those who are really close to me ...you  guys can really read my blog.:) i always love blogging , i have a blog, but i just can't be 'me' there, because of my career and what others wants me to be ....not being 'Me' :) i had always love writing my own blog the way i wanted too...but is just hard for me ...people who knows my life know how i really feel about my life.

In the year 2012 , my life had changed ,I grown up :) i can said that hehehe having the problem I'm having rite now, it's killing me inside many people thought every decision i made it's a mistake, and people manipulate me and wants me to do the ways things is....to be honest I'm going nuts , and i hate that so much, I'm stress out , and I'm not happy at all i just hate things going on right now.

Now that i had finally get to talk it out and finally make my decision to do what is right for me and doing something that i want to not what people want me to be ... Life got to change from now , I have been so stressful ..

My parents just wants the best for me and but their decision would be different and because I am still their little girl for them :) Still that small girl who can't think nicely and make decision for myself, but i got to do what I got to do to make myself happy and worthy for me to live with my life :)

my papa and mama:) 

To all my friends has been listening to my 'EMO' talk, thank you so much for being so patience :) I will always love you all..really I do , you all know who you are ....")


Last but not least is my sayang, the person I love so much, when he came in to my life, he thought me many things that no one can, he has been there for me ever since, he is the only guy understands me well , being patience with me ( tahaning the crazy 'Me') , love me so much , and care for me so much. Sayang you mean the world to me , and thank for letting me be in your life :) I will always love you sayang :) Diki my sayang :)
thank you so much for being there whenever I need you :)

Diki :) 

here you go wait for more update soon :) hehe.... these is where i write all my thoughts and feeling to those who love me just read for me and understand me, maybe sometimes it may sound harsh to anyone who read it , I'm so sorry , I just want to blog about my life :) If you love me let me do it :)

Love ,
'Me' (ZL)